if i could name somethings that i had in my head
the first thing i would say would be the things you said
i could curse your name and spit out all these lies
but i’m not you or the boys you let between your thighs
this place is an epidemic of lies, never had i heard my name when you cried
but i still suffer the consequences, while you act collected and defenseless
all i wanted was to be respected, but i wasn’t the one that you selected
so get your things and get out my face, now you know you’re the one thing that i hate
but you’ll just run away from the ones that care
leave them with crossed arms and dead blank stares
while it’s midnight and you climb his stairs, the thought of that makes me gasp for air
i can’t see past this point, all you ever fucking do is disappoint
i can’t stay here and wait forever, you left your heart back in december
you fucking broke me down like i knew you would
i saw you sit on your throne as i watched and i stood
so you’ll try and find yourself in this mess you made
and i tried to help you, but you didn’t wanna be saved
so i’ll walk the same way home, the street down on sunburst
where we carved our date on the sidewalk with numbers
i don’t know who i am, i don’t know where i stand, and i’m too fucked to understand
but i’ll listen if you can’t
but you’ll just run away from the ones that care
and leave them with crossed arms and dead blank stares
while it’s midnight and you climb his stairs, the thought of that makes me gasp for air
i can’t see past this point, all you ever fucking do is disappoint
i can’t stay here and wait forever, you left your heart back in december
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